For once look and see.

When you have a bad day or not like something is it worth taking it out on our beautiful world? Maybe one look and you will see how great everything in your life is. Yeah maybe it may not seem like that or not so great sometimes but you have a lot to live for. Every breath you breath and every second you blink your eyes you live for something or some one great or special. I live for a lot of reasons, my friends, family, the world and my life. Maybe I have not showed what a great person i can be but everyone makes mistakes. No one is perfect and successful all the time and maybe we will be someday when that time comes... if we try and believe we can do everything anyone else can. Sometimes everything is a blur or not so clear like your underwater and can't take a breath or see clearly and soon your hope drowns. Is life really made for hurtfulness and broken hearts or people who go through a lot to be a lot? What is life really trying to tell us? Is everything just the beginning? It all can't be figured out until someone knows they are special in their own way and can be what ever they would like to. Our dreams are reality...

Someday

 someday there will be a place and time for everyones dreams. And a feeling for our hearts that opens our soul and someday somehow we will all be a better person. Sometimes you want to escape your life for a very long time and like... Well never come back untill you feel like you can handle being a better person. But... do you even want to come back, to earth, to the people who don't care and yell? Maybe you have to stay to make your life better and forget about those people who act like that for a little while. Someday you will realize that that day , someday someone you have talked to everyday of everyhour needs you more than you need them. That person may or may not show that feeling but they do need that one person in their life to help make them feel better and help YOU get through your problems and hurt feelings. Someday Sometime Anyminute that time will be the right time to stay or leave for that one person that is waiting for the right time to help you. But... untill that day they will be awaiting your appearence to show you the whole time they have known you they have thought of the right things to say , to help you, their best friend , get through everything. Someday...

Yay!

We are going to out door lab very soon! We get to go to the mountains and we are starting csap testing very soon. This is all happening in school this year. We also get to say good bye to all the teachers we have ever had in that very little elementary school. It will be very difficult to leave but at the same time very great. I get to finally get to go to middle school next year! It all is going so fast and it is so hard to go to middle school already and it feels just like yesterday when i was in kindergarten. Wow! Where do all the years go?

But... other than the excitement it won't be the same with out my friend Austin. Unfortunately he has Lymphoma cancer. Everyone was upset and sad with the news. He is a great person and it is so hard to go to school not seeing him at his desk or there anymore. While he is doing CHEMO we are all praying and do everything we can for him. My school is doing a fundraiser just for him and his family. We have raised over 1,000 dollars already. Way to go! We all hope that our help with make Austin strong to fight the cancer that is hurting him. I would like to say We miss you and we know you can beat cancer Austin! We love ya!

School has been great this year and hard but I know I and everyone in my class can do it if they try. I know everyone will go to middle school! I have faith in you guys!

Lonqq Weekend

This lonqq weekend I went to the movies with my cusions Janel and Angelique and my best friend Jay. We went to go see Paranormal Activity 2. Also, I straightend my hair for the second time in 2011. It was a lonqq but funn weekend.